I'm going home...

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I haven't gotten the letter yet, but soon. There's been quite a bit to think about lately. A lot of bloody thoughts. I can't believe it's almost here either...It's almost time.

Colleen...I made you something. I'll come by and drop it off sometime. It still needs a little bit of work.

I should probably write my doctor. I think I could use a session soon.

Kael comes homes in less than 3 weeks. I've almost lost track of time. I'm excited to say the least. Maybe I'll be out of here soon. I have to be.

I'm up for a movie, if anyone wants...just let me know.

This place can be very much like a high school at times...

you still have people who make themselves feel...better...by being an annoyance, or childish.

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Anyone up for a movie?

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Keeping to myself lately. They say that doesn't help the recovery. I just haven't felt much like socializing.

Christmas came and went, as did the new year. I would have prefered a pint of green beer and an uncomfortable wooden stool in a dark bar someplace. Instead, I had white walls and...


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I was hoping to be out by now...

Hope you all had a Merry Christmas

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From: Oktober [kavanaghokt@ch.gov]
To: Dr. Holcomb [holcombtob@ch.gov]
Date: December 4, 2006 10:38 AM
Subject: Session request.

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It's here...




Right then. Here goes nothing I guess.

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I've made a mistake.

And nothing I do can change that now.



I suppose there's something I should...return. I dunno.

I hadn't been feeling to well, so I've been trying to sleep it off. Slightly difficult. I'm feeling much better now. I really enjoyed the movie and the company. We should watch movies more often.

I've decided to try this hypnotherapy deal. I should probably contact the doctor about it again. I know some of you have tried it. Anyone have any thoughts on it? I'm curious about the entire thing.

Kael, I promise I've not been avoiding you. In fact, I'd really enjoy seeing you sometime.

Kael, how about that movie you promised? We won't worry about the popcorn.




Anyone else who would like to join is welcome as well.

I'm so sorry Kael. I hope your arm is alright. I hope you're not angry with me.

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I've never actually posted any of my writing here so I thought...maybe I could. Once. Feedback is good right? Maybe. It's something I've never done before...





Everytime


This is the last song
and it's for you
Walked the tunnel time and time again
Finally, I see the light at the end
Never knew the dreams could be sweet
Never thought I'd be here

Everytime I breath you in
And everytime you hold me
I'm alive
So pardon me if I
Seem a bit on edge
it's hard to sit still so close to you

You should see the song
in your every smile
Try telling me you're not everything
you should see the difference you've made
Never knew the dreams could be so so sweet
Never thought I'd be here